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Yielding Is Not Surrender

The difference between giving way and giving up — held in Jacob’s hip.

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The culture we have inherited has a word for what happens when you do not fight back: defeat.

The culture says: if it hurts you, you lost. The traditions say: if it changes you, you were present. Yielding in the deep sense is not giving up.

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